This morning I woke up with the energy of a grandmother around me. I am sensing that her son is in his 50-60s, as she is showing me a Christmas present he received when he was four or five. It is a blue metal tricycle that has a place to step on at the back and I feel he would ride this while others stood on the back and held onto him. It wasn’t wrapped, it was just sitting under the tree. It is a beautiful happy memory. His name is James or John, and she passed away about 10 years ago, so it has been a long time before she has had a chance to make contact. I am getting that her name began with an ‘S’. She was quite sprightly in her latter years, but she is showing me that she was the housewife personified. Everything was tidy and perfect. She also tells me that James/John has a grandson who is four years old and about to receive a blue bike for Christmas. She wants him to remember and enjoy the happy memories that he recalls when his grandson receives it. She sends much love. ♥
I have a Robert or Bob here – depending on who you were in the family, as he was known by both names. He was a bit of a joker and loved Christmas. He would often wear a santa hat on Christmas Day. His face is quite round and I feel he passed away before he turned 50 and I am being told that he had some kind of heart problem and his passing was quite sudden. He is sending love and Christmas wishes to his family.
John wants to wish his grandson a happy birthday, as well as a Merry Christmas. John is around 55, is almost bald and wore glasses. He is a stocky man and loved to work with his hands. I am told he could have made money from a hobby he had, which I feel involves woodwork of some kind, but he couldn’t bear to leave the security of his job at the Post Office. ♥
Jean is an elderly woman and used a walking frame to get around. I feel she would lean quite heavily on it, and as I type I am getting a deep seated pain in my back and the back of my legs. She tells me she got around by using sheer determination towards the end. She is showing me a tree in her backyard where she would sit on an old wooden seat and watch the world go by. She was a family orientated person and loved watching her family interact. Jean tells me she was very blessed to have such a wonderful loving family. I feel that she passed at the beginning of this year. She is giving me a hug to pass on to her family. Apparently there is a special Christmas candle or something that resembles a candle that will be on the table this year. ♥
Mark is a very trendy dresser and I feel he would have been very much thought of as ‘the man to be like’. He tells me that many people didn’t realise how difficult life was for him. He kept most of his personal life in the shadows, because he was too afraid to let people see who he really was.
He tells me he feels bad for his partner, who he never acknowledged as being more than a good friend. He know that this affected him in many ways and he wants him to know how much he loved him and that it was never because he was ashamed of him, it was always shame of self. He hopes you will forgive him and move on without ill feeling. ♥
Conchita is a bright, bubbly child and is around 6 years old. She has a pretty party dress on and tells me that she wore it on her last Christmas. I feel that she passed within the last 6 months, and February is significant to her/her family. She wants Mummy to know that she and Daddy will be around her on Christmas Day, so she doesn’t need to be alone. ♥
Gladys is an older lady, with dark hair, in her 70s. She strikes me as being one of those people whose bark is worse than her bite. It feels as if she would be great with kids, but not so much with adults. Stupidity annoyed her and she didn’t suffer fools gladly. Children she could forgive anything and she always had treats for them. I see a jar in the pantry/cupboard that had lots of goodies in it. She loved her family, especially her son Nicholas/Nick. She tells me he was the apple of her eye! ♥
Mo liked his motorbike and he was exceptionally proud of it. Apparently it rested in the lounge room a lot of the time, much to the disgust of some of his woman friends. He tells me with a wink, that his bike was always true to him. It was more trustworthy than anyone he ever met. There is a sad side to this though, he tells me that he died a lonely man, with no one he could call upon as a friend. He was so untrusting of others, he never let anyone get close. He wants to leave a message for anyone who needs to hear it. 'Take a chance, people aren’t all that bad. Fill your life with friends, not possessions.' ♥
There is an older man here and I am getting a pain to the left on the top of my head which I feel is quite relevant to his passing. He is quite tall and he is showing me that in his 'hey day' he wore a white uniform for some kind of sport. I will say bowling or cricket, but to be honest they both look the same to me. He tells me that he misses his Nan, (this is short for Nancy). He tells me they have been apart for quite some time, after being married for many years. I feel he passed quite quickly, and it was a bit of a shock to all. He never got the chance to say goodbye - even though it isn’t really goodbye. He is blowing a kiss to you Nan, and tells me he sometimes lies on the bed beside you watching you sleep. He knows you have felt his presence and wants you to know you aren't imagining it. ♥
Rupert was quite impatient for his turn and kept trying to get my attention by interrupting as I was typing. He is probably around 14 years old, and we all know how impatient we all were to be heard at that age. He has thick short hair. It is shaped around his head, but sits almost flat on top. He tells me he has a message for Damon, that he needs to stop taking ‘that stuff’ or he will end up keeping him company. He tells me Damon has been taking some hard drugs and it is starting to affect his judgement. He is asking you to 'walk away before it becomes so addictive you can’t walk!' ♥
Shelley/Shellie is a petite olive skinned girl. She would be in her early 20s and I feel she passed suddenly as well. As I type I feel as if the wind has been whooshed out of me, as if there was a rapid impact and that was all. She wants her family to know she is okay and that she has Paulie with her. She is getting to know him and he is a lovely boy. I feel Paulie is a young baby that from within the family who passed over as a cot death or similar circumstance around 6 years ago. She tells me her aunty will be pleased to know they are together. ♥
Jelas is a tall thin boy, sorry man of about 18 years old. He looks quite thin and I don’t feel he was able to take care of himself in a manner that would have sustained his life better. I feel he had some tough breaks, which as a result made him quite tough and bitter. He was tired of all the hoo-hah of life and was glad to leave. He wants his family to know that he realises how selfish this was of him and he loves them all very much. He will always be around you…and he tells me he hears the things you say to him Mum, sometimes telling him off and sometimes letting him know how much you miss him. ♥
Rueben wants to say hi to his friends. I feel he passed away at an early age of around 18-20. He was average build and had reddy-brown hair and freckles. He was also a bit of a practical joker, which is probably what his friends will remember him for. ♥
Cassie/Cissy is a young lady around 24 and tells me that she passed from a rare disease. She has shown me more detail, but I have told her that some things don’t need to be shared to make contact with those we love. I feel she passed in April and this is the first time she has had an opportunity to ‘get in touch’ with her family. She has beautiful golden blonde wavy hair, which she is continually playing with. She wants me to thank her family for all they did while she was so sick, and for putting their lives on hold to be with her. She has filled my room with this awesome feeling of heartfelt love and tells me this is how her last days felt to her. The feeling is indescribable. 'Thank you. I love you all'. ♥
Bernie is a female in her late 60’s. She tells me that she spent her last months in a hospice and the staff were so kind and wonderful to her, especially Susan. She wants Susan to know that everything she told her is true and there was nothing to be afraid of. ‘Its beautiful. Its peace, and I have reunited with my family. Thank you for giving me hope where there was none.’ ♥
Mark is a businessman. He doesn’t have to wear a suit on the other side, but he is wearing one today. It is light grey in colour and he looks every bit the professional man he once was. He tells me that work ruled his life, but luckily, he discovered before it was too late that it wasn’t what life was all about. He has a friend called Anthony/Antony, who hasn’t learnt that yet, and he wants me to pass on that ‘life is too short and will pass you by while you are busy focusing on stuff that won’t matter later on. Be remembered as a good husband and father, not a great worker!’ Mark is also sending love and hugs to his family, his wife and two sons. ♥
Belle, which is what she was known as, because she never liked her real first name, is an older woman in her 70s. She is wearing a royal blue dress that has a white print on it. It has a tie belt, but it disappears up underneath her bust. She is standing next to a man of similar age, but she tells me he passed away much earlier than her. They have shown me his army uniform and told me he passed in his 30s, but they like to appear the same age. Sometimes they look his age as well, but her family would not have recognised her if they had done that. There is a deep earthy smell around her and I feel she would have been an avid gardener. She has a deep booming voice that accompanies a wonderful belly laugh. He is slightly more reserved, but they are very much in love and barely have eyes for anything else (talk about feel like the 3rd wheel!). She wants her family to know they are together and they are 'as happy as a sandboy'. ♥
Audrey wants her family to know that she came and picked up young Christophe when it was his time and he is staying with her. Christophe is a young boy, I would imagine toddler age, 2-3 years old. He has sandy hair and was obviously quite sick before he passed. He is still quite weak yet, and not able to interact with me. She is carrying him in her arms and he is quite comfortable resting there. Audrey thought their family might like to know he is okay and everything is fine. ♥
Joshua is a man of around 40. He passed away with a secondary infection, related to his stomach, or the upper intestines/bowels. He tells me that he wants his family to know he didn’t suffer like they thought he did. He is sending much love. ♥
I have a Barry who tells me that he is/was a twin. His brothers name is Bob and although they have been apart for some time, he feels that Bob is struggling this year and feeling quite alone. Barry wants him to know that he will be there with him on Christmas Day and anytime he needs him. He wants me to remind him about the time he took the punishment for a window that Bob broke at Mrs Mays place. He is smiling and saying ‘See! I’ve always been there for you!’. ‘See! I’ve always been there for you!’ ♥ (I only typed this once, but it has appeared twice. I am going to assume Bob REALLY needs to hear that sentence!)