You know me, I love testing my boundaries, just so I can say something like 'Spirit is around us all the time and they can be anywhere we are - If we ask, they will come.' xx
My first visitor tonight is James or Jim. My first sign that he was around me was a pain at the back of my head, as if I had been whacked, but I am also getting a huge headache at the front of my forehead. Either he suffered from an injury sustained to the back of his head that propelled his head forward, or he had a medical issue around his head. He did give me some other information, but I told him I won’t be sharing that, as I don’t do ‘sensationalism. He tells me that he was in the wrong place at the wrong time. He wants his family to not hold onto what happened, because it was simply a case of wrong place, wrong time and not a personal vendetta. He tells me his Mum has been getting headaches lately and he wants her to take better care of herself and to stop stressing and worrying so much. He wants her to know he is okay and ‘loves her much’. There is also a golden Labrador with him and a grandfatherly type who is in his 60s and wears a blue flannelette shirt. He is sending love. ♥
A little girl has just come in, she tells me her name is Daisy and she sings the song ‘Daisy, Daisy’, which I feel was sung to her by a male who was important in her life. She is wearing a dress that comes down below her knees, but above her ankles. It is gathered above her waist, but its a high waist. Its an old fashioned dress but it doesn’t mean she is from a different generation, or a past time. It feels as if she enjoyed that style of clothing. She is between 5 and 6 years old. She is showing me a playground she used to play on a lot and it has a lot of blue in it. It's one of them plastick-y type ones. She wants her parents to know that there is one just like it where she is now. Apparently she loved going to this place to play but when she was sick and couldn’t go, she would get very upset. I feel that she passed over due to something to do with her stomach, but my lower back is aching as well, so this could be relative. She wants her Mummy and Daddy to know she is happy and that they can stop worrying about her. ♥
My next visitor is Janine/Janene and I'm not sure whether it is what caused her to pass over or it was a big part of her life towards the end, I am getting and intense pain in my right ankle. I also feel quite nauseous and I feel this was due to the medication that she was on before she passed. She was bedridden for a while and tells me she suffered from headaches as well. She talking about Yvonne and David. She wants them to know she’s okay and sending them much love. She also wants them to know she is dancing again. I feel that there is a special significance to this statement, as I feel this particular dress she is showing me was chosen as her ‘laying out’ outfit. They picked her favourite outfit for her, even though it didn’t fit so well anymore and she is saying thank you. ♥
I have a John here, John is an older man. He is bald in the centre/top of his head and has hair around that bald patch and over his ears. He tells me he made up for not having much hair on the top of his head by growing a large and wiry beard. I feel that John ended his life and it feels as if he felt he had no other recourse. He knows now how much he hurt those around him, especially the person who found him. He wants you to know the way he was thinking and feeling at the time, he just couldn’t see any way clear, he couldn’t see any light at the end of the tunnel. He just felt it was the only way to ‘fix’ things. There is a Miranda or Miriam and he is sending much love and comfort to her. I feel he is around you. Apparently there is a picture that is hanging at the top of your bed and it was a picture you both loved. By telling you he knows its there, he believes this will give you the validation you need. ♥
I need to talk to a Tennille/Tenniele. I have your grandmother here and she wants you to know there is a trip coming up soon and you should start looking into what you will need to have organised. It will be a spur of the moment trip and you should start organising your passport, etc in preparation. Its not a ‘bad news’ trip. It is going to be pretty awesome, but you will miss out if you aren’t prepared, as there won’t be the luxury of time to prepare. Apparently part of this trip will take you somewhere that is of some significance for your grandmother and you will know this when you are there. This will be your validation that she is behind it. There is also a nudge for you within this trip and the taking of it. There will be a distinct message from her along the way. ♥
I have a Sarah, no sorry it’s a Susan. Susan tells me there is a Robert or a Bob who is waiting to hear from her. She wants him to know that she still loves him and that what happened toward the end didn’t mean a thing because she knows their love was strong. The words that were said can’t be taken back, but it was a result of tempers and not based on actual truth. She wants him to get on with his life and to stop feeling guilty. Its time to move on. ♥
I have a Michael here. As Michael comes in I have an intense feeling of wanting to cry. Inn fact I am. Michael tells me that he passed over quite quickly, leaving a wife and two children. I want to say three, so I feel there was one on the way at the time of his passing. He passed within the last two years. He is very happy and grateful because this is the first time he has been able to come through and let his family know he is okay. He wants his wife to know he loves her and the boys very much, and that he is around them all the time. He also wants her to know he approves of the name she chose for the 'little fella'. He wants her to know that when she is ready to meet someone else and find happiness again, she has his full blessing. He wants her to be happy. ♥
My next visitor is Jamile/Jamele. I feel Jamile passed as the result of a work related incident. She just wants her family to know she is okay and she loves them. ♥
I have a Darrin here. He is an older man, stooped over and quite thin. He has white hair which is quite thin but there is a lot of it, if that makes sense. He walks with the aid of a walking stick or walking frame to get around and he wants his children to know he has been reunited with his wife on the other side. Although he has shown me himself with a stoop and a frame, after telling me he has been reunited with his wife, he stood upright and walked away arm in arm with her, looking a lot younger than when he came in. I would imagine that he passed away around the age of 80, but that’s not the age he chooses to be while he is on the other side. They also have a dog with them. It’s a little fat one. We know I’m not good at dog breeds. Its almost like a round corgi, but its not a corgi. (was that helpful?!) ♥
I have a Jemima who comes through quite regularly, but doesn’t usually say anything. She has a message for Michelle. She is either Michelle’s guide or a family member that has passed, or a bit of both. She is quite tall, and kind of austere or severe looking. She strikes me as the type of woman who would not have suffered fools gladly. She was not the most patient of people. She would like Michelle to look deeper at what she is doing right now and not just scratch at the surface. There is more to it than meets the eye. ♥