Hi everyone! Well, it has been an open house of sorts at my place, not just tonight, but all week. Thank goodness I'm not getting very many early morning wake up calls...especially those ones that lean over me to see if I'm awake yet...I'll let you imagine how that goes... he he.
Please don't feel disappointed if your loved one doesn't appear tonight, there is always next week, or the week after... Tonight there was a line out the door when I opened it - and yes, thats exactly how I welcome them in! (No one bought cake, which is a bit of a shame! lol)
Many thanks to those who send me messages after each week's 'Spirit Called'. It is always heartwarming to know a message has been received. Enough rambling, lets get down to business. xx

Simon is a big burly man and quite tall, as he towers over me. I am assuming around 6ft at least. I feel he worked in the mines and he has very rough hands, and biceps as big as mountains…well, at least small hills. He was a very gentle man, in spite of his size and he was married to an Elizabeth/Eliza. I feel he passed in his late 40s, early 50s in some kind of accident. He wants her to know he loves her very much and he is so proud of how strong she is and the fact that she has learned to do so much since he has been gone. He is sending you much love. I feel there is a tattoo on his right bicep that has special significance, as he just flashed it at me. ♥

John is a red haired freckly young man, aged between 19-22. He tells me he wants to let his mate know he is okay. It was no one’s fault, they were all just being stupid and there was bound to be a price to pay. He wants him to know he isn’t holding a grudge and that he shouldn’t feel guilty. He slaps me on the back and says to tell you its time you made an honest woman of Milly/Millie. ♥

Janine wants her family to know she is okay. She knows what she did was selfish, but she couldn’t think of any other way out of her predicament. She is sorry they had to go through so much. She is also thanking you for keeping her memory alive for her children. She is sending love to you all. ♥

Sally wants her brother to know its about time he got serious about his girlfriend and stopped taking her for granted. (I feel she may have been the bossy older sister?!) He has a birthday coming up soon and she wants me to wish him a happy birthday. ♥

Gemma/Jemima has come in. She is a small mousy person in her early 20s. She has a message for Barry. She wants him to know she never stopped loving him, no matter what she said or did before she passed. She is blowing you a kiss. ♥

Grant is in his late 30s and is a bit of a man about town. I feel he would have been quite the ladies man in his time and he liked to have the best of everything. He wants his grandma to know that he is okay, that he didn’t feel a thing and that he has been keeping company with grandad. They are both watching over, and out for you. There is a flower/plant by the front porch/steps and I am told there is often three blooms on it, one for each of you. ♥

I have a young lady here with beautiful long straight blonde hair and she is quite slim. I feel she passed with a lung issue.  I don’t feel it was an illness, more of an injury. She is also ‘showing’ me the pain at the back of her head which is relative to her passing. I feel she was in an accident, but it doesn’t feel as if it was in a car. It feels as if something fell against/towards her and knocked her backwards. She also has a limp. She wants her parents to know she is okay and that she knows how hard this past year has been for them. She often sits on the blue seat and you may have noticed. ♥

Mandy is a young girl of around 8-10. She has a small dog with her. It looks like a fluffy mini poodle type dog. (sorry, my knowledge of dog breeds is limited). She calls the dog Sara or Zara. She wants her parents to know that she isn’t alone, she has the puppy as well as her ‘grandparents’ who are standing together behind her, with a hand on each of her shoulders. Grandfatherly type has a navy checked shirt on and dark grey pants, with dark grey hair. Grandmotherly type has on a small pink floral print dress and has soft grey hair. ♥

Bradley is around 18 years old, although he tells me he is known as Brad, only his mum calls him Bradley, and usually when he’s in trouble… He passed as the result of an accident that wasn’t of his own doing. I feel this was related to something in the country or a rural-ish zone, rather than the city/urban area. He is showing me a fair sized bump on his head and telling me that he fell onto a rock…or perhaps dived onto it in the water, as he is showing me some running water, like a creek or stream. He says he was gone instantly. One minute he was diving in the water, and the next he was sitting on the bank watching everyone trying to resuscitate him. He tells me he had already passed, and he wants everyone to know that they couldn’t have done a better job, and there are a couple who felt guilty afterwards, but there is no need. He says its great that a couple of his mates have settled down and he wishes them all the best. He also sends his love to Tracy and tells her to stay strong. ♥

Martin wants Ruby to know he visits her all the time and hears her when she talks to him. He wants her to take a vacation, and he is showing me an idyllic beach with two white wooden chairs side by side. He has told me to assure you that he is coming too! ♥

Robert is a bald man in his late 50s. I feel he liked his beer, and he is patting his stomach as I type that, in agreement. (I don’t drink beer, but I just got the taste of beer in my mouth – awesome!) His wife is still alive and he wants her to know he loves her very much. He is sorry he didn’t listen to her when she said drinking would be the death of him! (said with a grin on his face, as I feel that this was not how he passed, but a private joke) He wants her to find a smaller place so she can relax and enjoy life. (but always your choice, Donna) ♥

Archibald is an elderly gent in his 80s, but he stands up very straight. I feel he was in the regiment, as he has that whole ‘at attention’ look about him. He tells me he passed not long after his wife passed, around 3 months later. She is also standing beside him now, and I have to say they are like chalk and cheese, as they are so very different in size, stature and demeanor. They want Steve to know they are together again and very happy. ♥

Joan/Joann is a tall blonde woman. I feel that she used to walk around as if her limbs were too big for her, as she looks quite awkward as if she doesn’t know where to put them to feel comfortable. She passed after a long illness, which accentuated her tallness, as she lost quite a lot of weight. She is showing me an old doona/duvet cover with big red spots and some navy stripes at one end. She is telling her husband to throw it away. She knows he is keeping it because it was on the bed before she passed, but she is gently asking him to move on with his life. She tells me its been 7 years and its time he started living again. ♥

Mandy is in her 30s. She has a bubbly personality and I feel she would have been the life of the party. What everyone never suspected was that she was terribly depressed. She played her part well, and no one suspected right to the end. She wants her friends to stop blaming themselves for not realising how badly it was affecting her. She tells me she should have got a prize for her acting, sometimes she even fooled herself. She is sending love and happiness to her friends and telling them not to feel guilty. ♥

Kathy has dark hair and it is cut quite short. I feel she would have been a bit of a dragon lady, but beneath that outward appearance, she had a heart of gold and would do anything for everyone. Tact was not her strongest point, she tells me. She is currently watching over two females from her family - not just these two, but maybe giving them more attention than the rest. One seems to be a child and the other in her mid to late 20s. I feel they are related and in the same house. There is also a naughty dog that keeps growling at her. She wants you to know she is there when you need her. The person who this is meant for will receive/find a red flower within the next 6 days…in a place where there shouldn’t be one. ♥

Amy is an older woman, she is in her late 70s. She has soft grey hair which curls around her face. She is quite short, maybe about 4ft 6’’ (sorry, I don’t do metric when it comes to height) and I get the feeling she had a bad limp. I am feeling lower back pain and also a sense of a broken right hip. (she keeps tapping it to get my attention) She actually passed in her sleep and is grateful for all her family and visitors that came while she was recovering. She wants her family to know that she approves of them selling her house. It was no good to any of you anyway and she would rather the money was used to help make life easier for you all. She tells me there is a black and white pic of her husband in his army uniform on the wall in her son’s lounge. She wants him to know she loves it being there, but its time the frame was replaced as its falling apart. ♥

Tony has a message for his wife. There is a box in the garage with ‘Papers’ written on it, and it holds the information she is looking for. ♥

with love,respect and integrity
Cherie xx

Emily came to me while I was bathing my grandies the other night. She announced herself with a flash of aqua blue. She was wearing a blue dress, like a princess dress, but she was carrying a toy wand. I would say she is between five and six years old. She has beautiful blonde hair, although she tells me that her hair feel out before she passed. She wants her Mummy and Daddy to know that she is alright, that she is an angel now. She smiles and tells me she’s not a real angel. She tells me she misses you all and visits you. Apparently there is a new puppy in the house… I would imagine that when Emily is around, your puppy acts a little strangely, as she tells me she plays with him all the time. It feels like it is similar to a sausage dog. ♥

Margaret is a tall woman and I feel that she stooped over a bit. It appears most of her friends were a fair bit shorter than her. She has popped in to say hello to Barbara and tell her that the gangs all there. Apparently they all used to play bridge together and Barbara is the only one left here. Margaret isn’t trying to get you to rush over to where they are, she just wants you to know they are holding your ‘hand’ open until you are ready to come and play! ♥

I have a Bob here, and I also have a Bill. They aren’t together, they have just stepped forward at the same time. I will do one at a time. Bob is here because he wants his wife to know he is thinking of her and loves her very much. He says he misses her fussing over him and he’s sorry he didn’t appreciate it while he was alive. He wants her to check on Mary as he feels that she needs some help. Bob is in his late 50s – 60s and has a wickedly warm smile. He has white wavy hair and it is quite thick. He tells me he used to grow a beard but his wife didn’t like it. He is showing me a blue checked shirt. He was buried in this shirt and he knows she will know its him because it was her favourite. ♥

Bill tells me he used to work on the railway. He also tells me he had a bung ear while he was alive. His right ear was almost completely deaf. He tells me he fooled a lot of people to start off with by reading their lips, but eventually he got caught out and lost his job. He tells me he wants to thank all his many friends who stood by him and helped him when he was feeling lost and useless. He is showing me a small house, wooden with a verandah on it and wooden steps. It is a strange colour, a cross between yellow and cream. He lived not far from the railway line as well, so he could hear the trains as they came past. I am seeing lots of coal trains, so I would assume he either worked around coal trains or lived nearby. ♥

Marilyn is in her 40s and very bubbly. She has dancing eyes and dimples in her cheeks. I feel she would have smiled and joked for most of her life. She tells me she passed not long after contracting pneumonia. She was disappointed she didn’t get a chance to say goodbye to her family. She tells me she had three sons and four grandchildren – 2 girls. There is a Molly in the family and she has seen Marilyn on several occasions, but no one believes her. Marilyn is blowing a kiss to her family and sending love…and telling them they should listen to Molly. Marilyn wants them to know she is around them when they need her. ♥

I have a Betty and Wanda here. I thought they had both stepped forward like Bill and Bob, but they tell me they are sisters. They have a younger brother David, who is still alive and they want him to know they are very happy and together. They are laughing and describing what happened the other night. They want him to know they saw him burn his dinner and think perhaps he should leave the cooking to his lady friend, whom they both approve of, by the way. ♥

Janine or Jasmine keeps coming through and I feel she was quite a sweet and soft spoken person. She tells me she left ‘quite suddenly’ and that is all she is saying about her passing. I am getting a pain below my ribs on the right hand side and feel there was a problem there. She tells me that she had many good friends who looked after her and kept her company and she wants them to know how much she appreciated their love and support. She tells me that one of her friends is having trouble with her lights…she is smiling sweetly and telling me that is her letting her friend know she is around. So if your lights are flickering, etc and you knew a Janine/Jasmine, remember to say 'Hi!' next time it happens. ♥

Jared/Jarrod has just popped in briefly to say hi to his Dad and brother Michael. He is okay and just wants them to know his passing was instant and he didn’t feel any pain. ♥

Andrea is a small petite woman and I feel she has a European background. She has a definite accent and when she is annoyed she speaks a different language. Ah, she has defined that for me, when she is agitated. She never gets annoyed! She was an awesome cook and there were many meals at her place…I am getting ‘Mumma’s place’. She loved having her family around and she spoilt the grandchildren rotten. I am told that she had a favourite hat, straw colour with red roses on it, which she wore when she went out in the garden. She loved red roses and grew them around her porch. She tells me that she has a very large family and visits them often. She especially loves visiting the bambinas, as there are two new little ones this year. If this is your mother/grandmother, the chances are your baby girls are looking over your shoulder at her as she smiles and speaks to them. Xx

When I awoke this morning I had a babe in my arms. Her name was Daile Ann(e) and I felt she had not long passed over. If this is your baby, you are being told that she is safe and there is a mother/grandmother figure looking after her. I feel this woman is from your mothers side of the family. She was standing by my bed, asking me to tell you that she is looking after her and that she loves you. She is also telling you it was not your fault, don’t play the ‘blame game’. It happened because it happened. This baby will return to you when the time is right. ♥

Cathy/Kathy came to me while I was driving today. She is around 18-19 years old and has lovely straight blonde hair. I got a huge pain at the top of my head and I feel that she was involved in a car accident, where she suffered a head injury. She was wearing trackpants and a sweatshirt. A picture of a hockey game quickly played out in front of me. They had all been on their way for a ‘special’ game and were in something like a mini van or a vehicle that carries quite a few passengers. She wants her parents to know she didn’t suffer and that she loves them. Apparently its okay that her sister has all her old makeup, even though she should get her own, ‘cos the colours aren’t really her! ♥

Jim wants Fran to know that its time she got someone in to do the lawns. She needs to take it easy and do a little less. ♥

Brian wants Stella to know he misses her too, but she isn’t to put her life on hold. He wants her to get out and have some fun. ♥

Susan has asked that Pete be told that the issue with the TV is not repairable, she is using it to try and get his attention. ♥

Jenny/Jennifer was a petite student and I see her carrying books around a campus. She is wearing a strange hat, similar to a beanie, but its not. It is a fawn colour but it has other colours threaded through it. - it has a dangly end to it. She wants her friends to know that what they believe to be true, isn’t. It was an accident. She won’t say any more than that. She tells me that the one that needs to get this message will read it. ♥

Pip is asking Greg to take more notice of the children. There is an issue with one of them and he needs someone to talk to. She says, ’Just because they’re grown up, doesn’t mean they don’t need you’. ♥

John has a message fro Kevin. Stop looking so hard, it will come when its ready. ♥

Samantha has an awesome scent to herald her arrival. It is not florally and I would imagine it is a very expensive perfume. I feel that she was quite well off and passed quite suddenly. I don’t feel that she had any children, but she did leave behind a husband and two Pekinese dogs. She dresses well and glides in a way that shows she has been used to the finer things in life. She wants her niece to know she is okay. They had a very close relationship, as close to mother and daughter you can be without being one.

Gloria came to me the other day. She is a grandmotherly type and wore a lot of florals when she was on the physical plane. I get the feeling she should have worn an apron (but didn't very often) and she used to wipe her hands on the side of her dresses. She has wavy blonde/sandy hair and a lovely heart shaped face. I get the feeling she used to get harassed a lot, as in getting stressed about the little things. I am getting a pain in my chest and I feel her passing was either heart or lungs related. She has three granddaughters and two grandsons and wants them to know she is alright. She misses the fun they had when they were young children at her place. I am being shown a sort of orchard and feel there was a specific tree that they used to all climb up. She also shows me a black and white dog that belonged to one of the grandchildren and tells me that she is good company.

I have a Jock here, he is definitely of Scottish origin or heritage. He is quite rough and ready and I feel he didn’t mince words. Whatever he thought, he said… and if you didn’t like it, well too bad. Not his problem! He tells me he had a large family and his wife passed over before he did. For all his bluster, he found it hard to adapt to her passing. I feel there was a chest issue/heart problem related to his passing. ♥

Jenny or Ginny is my next visitor. She is around 40-45 and has soft brown curls around her face. She is showing me a blue nursery and tells me that she is going to be a grandmother soon. She is very happy about this and knows her daughter is struggling with her pregnancy, knowing that her Mum isn't there. She is reassuring her that she is around and she loves the mobile up over the cot,, it reminds her of a similar one they had when her daughter was a baby. She has told me to tell you that the cot needs to be moved as the sun might be annoying from that position in the summer months. She sends love and hugs.

I had a Simon come and whisper in my ear the other night ‘The story isn’t over yet.’ Apparently he has a sister who is writing a book and he wants her to know it needs another chapter. He keeps trying to tell her, but she isn’t listening. If you 'lost' a brother around 43 years old, tall, lean, blonde wavy hair with ‘rugged good looks’ (his words, but he is good looking!). I feel as if he was a perpetual child, especially when it came to enjoying life. He looks like he enjoyed water sports – he has that kind of stereotypical look to him. He is showing me an old chapel and I’m not sure whether this is where his service was held, or it is relative to the book he is talking about that his sister is writing. I feel he died in strange circumstances. ♥

I have a Robert here, and he says it in quite a posh voice like Roh-burt. He passed away while in his late 50s. (I went to write 60's and he said 'Oh no, my dear, I was only in my 50's')He looks a bit older than he is and he tells me he had quite a wild time of life in his younger days. I feel there was an issue with his stomach prior to his passing, or this issue caused his passing. He is average height and weight and has long tapering fingers that remind me of a musician. He tells me he played alright, but not an instrument. (He's a bit of a mischief, this one!) He has a friend called Barb or Barbra who he spent a lot of time with and he wants her to know he saw everything she told him he would. He says he promised he would let her know and this is why he has come through tonight. (I did ask him to share the info, but he just put his finger to his lips and smiled...I'm guessing thats a 'no' then) ♥

Mary is about 5 years old. She is skipping around my room, holding a worn out teddy bear. She tells me that she has a little ‘bruvver’ here who would be about 20 years old now. Mary has dark hair in ‘high pigtails’ and is a bundle of energy. She tells me she was in a fire and shows me a house that is completely devastated. Apparently her parents tried to get to her but they couldn’t get past the fire. She tells me Mummy and Daddy feel bad because they could only save her brother, who was a baby at the time. If this is you, please let go of this guilt. What happened, happened. Mary says she is around you and it is her that ‘stirs’ up the cat by teasing it. (she is showing me how she sometimes teases the cat to let you know she is there) When it happens again, remember to say 'Hi' and smile! ♥

James was in a car accident. He thinks he fell asleep at the wheel before running into a parked vehicle. He wants his parents to know he wasn't drinking, he was just incredibly tired. He doesn't want them to think badly of him. He's sorry for how it looked and all turned out. He gives me the impression that there were angry words exchanged and he passed before they all had a chance to patch it up. He is telling me he loves you and he always will. ♥

I want to say Delilah, but the name is something like Delphia. This lady is in her 30’s and is quite self contained. I feel she would have been a very gentle soul with an iron will. Its as if she would state how it was going to be, but in such a way that you couldn’t refuse her. She has a very sweet smile and her eyes are a bit mischievous. She has black hair and I feel it is either tied back in a bun at the nape of her neck, or cut around that length as she grew older. She tells me she has three big burly sons. Unfortunately she never had daughters, but she tells me that one of her daughter in laws is like a daughter to her. When I queried this, as it seemed strange that she would have a daughter in law in her 30's, she tells me that one of her son's wives has also passed over about a year ago. They have very become close. ♥

I have an elderly couple here. I am not sure whether it's Harry or Harriet, but this is the name of one of them. They are standing to my right with their arms around each other. I feel they both passed around the same time, maybe within 6 months of each other. They tell me they have three daughters and a son. One of the daughters senses them around her, but hasn't worked out whether it is or not. They are telling me to tell you that yes, your parents are around you. They are very proud of you and love you very much. They tell me its about time you got rid of 'that old jalopy', which I believe is a soft blue, and invested in a decent car. You will come across something red in the next few days that will be confirmation of them visiting me tonight...because apparently, you are a bit of a skeptic, and don't believe everything you are told....just like me! They want you to know they are very happy and you aren't to worry about them any more. I am also being told to say 'what's past is past.' ♥

I have a bouncy dog here. He is quite energetic and is running around in circles in my lounge. I assume he wants to his owner he is okay. I am getting a sense of 5 years since he has passed. He is showing me an older gentleman and two young children that are also around him on the other side. I don’t mean to offend anyone, but the gentleman’s hair makes him look a bit like a ‘mad professor’. The children are around 6-8 and there is a boy and a girl with dark hair. I feel they are siblings and part of the family tree that this owner belongs to, but I feel they are either further back or 'to the side of the tree'. I feel they were twins that either miscarried or passed not long after birth. The dog is showing me a lot of shoes, and I am going to go out on a limb and say he either chewed shoes or stockpiled them when he was on the physical plane.♥

My next visitor is a very demure and shy woman in her fifties. She has grey hair and wears round spectacles. I am getting Doris or Dorothy. She wrings her hands a lot and I feel this is something she did a lot on the physical plane. She was quite a nervous woman and I feel that this made her the butt of good natured jokes. I feel that she died quite suddenly, but it wasn’t traumatic. Its almost as if she fell asleep and woke up on the other side. She is showing me a garden with veges as well as flowers. She is very soft spoken and I get the impression she would be a very hard worker. I feel she is not from Australia. Where she used to live is quite cool and she shows me a roaring fire in a fireplace. ♥

I have a young boy here and his name is Daniel or David. I feel he is around 8-10 years old. He has a slight lisp and is very quietly spoken. He tells me that he passed because of the bandage on his head. I feel he either had a huge bang to his head or an operation that didn’t go well. I am feeling nauseous and my vision is a little wobbly as I write this, and I believe this is how he felt before he passed over. He is showing me a visual of him in a hospital bed and he is on a ventilator or life support machine. He wants his parents to know he doesn’t have a sore head anymore and he loves them ‘totally’. ♥

I have an aunty here, although she tells me she is a great aunty. She tells me that she was in the war as a nurse, and shows me a visual of her uniform. She says she worked very hard tending to those who were injured in the first world war. It was not a pleasant task, but she felt she gave comfort and helped many. She tells me that she has a ‘great’ niece on the physical plane who has the same gift of ‘healing’. She tells me that her niece needs to stop ‘pussyfooting’ around the idea and take some action. Life is too short to keep putting things off. She is showing me an open door and asking you to stop standing at the threshold and walk through to what you know you need to do. ♥

I have a Rose here. She is telling me that she wants her sister to know she is okay. She said it was a bit of a shock how fast she passed over, and she wishes they had had more time together. Rose says she watches over your baby daughter (her niece) while she sleeps. I am being told her name starts with ‘C’. In time your little girl will be able to show you where Rose is. Rose also tells me she is very proud of you and the way you have coped this past year. ♥

I have a Stanley here. He also passed quite quickly. I feel he was doing something out in the yard and just collapsed. Apparently he wasn’t discovered straight away and his family have felt guilty because they weren’t there fast enough to revive him. He wants you to know he was already gone by the time his body hit the ground. It was so sudden, one minute he was thinking about what he was doing and the next minute he was watching from above his body. He also wants you to know he loves you very much and loves what you did for him after he passed. I am being shown a seat in a garden and he said he sits there often. ♥

My next visitor is Mike, he tells me that he just wants to say ‘Hi’ to his mate Ivan, just because he can… He is giving you the thumbs up, as I believe there has been a new development in your life and that is his way of congratulating you. I feel Mike passed as a result of a head injury or something relevant to the right side of his head. He has a wicked sense of humour and I feel you were both a force to be reckoned with when you were together. ♥

Sally has been waiting patiently all day. She tells me she wants her Grandma to know she is okay. She says she is sorry she caused her so much sadness and worry. I feel Sally lived with Grandma or was staying with her when she had an accident of some sort. I get the impression she is around 16 or 17 years old when she passed over. ♥

John tells me he has a wife here on the physical plane. He says he wants to thank her for the way she nursed him and for being there with him to the end. He says he knows it was extremely difficult and he hopes you will remember all the good times you had together, instead of dwelling on how things turned out. He tells me the new cabinet you bought looks great, and if you look under all that paper on the shelf, you will find the item you are looking for. He hid it and knew you would need proof it was him….. ♥

I have another John here and he has a message for Mary. He is telling her to stop worrying so much about the kids. They will be okay. If you try to use strong-arm tactics you will only end up making them do the opposite of what you want them to. He also says to make sure you check the tyres on ‘the young fella’s car, as there is a problem with one of them. He is sending you kisses and hugs. As he leaves, he is doing something like a skip/jig and telling me to tell you ‘I can dance again!’ ♥

I have a young girl here. She is about 8 and her name is Sable. She passed away about three years ago and wants her parents to know she is okay. She also wants her younger brother to know its okay that he painted her bike a different colour so he could use it. She says she is glad he is there to keep her parents company and love them. She misses him as well as her Mummy and Daddy. She is showing me a nursery and I feel there is another baby on the way. She is jumping up and down with excitement…'it’s a girl', she is telling me. (hope we didn’t spoil it for you) ♥

Mark and John are here arm in arm. I feel they were very good mates and have reunited on the other side. They are acting all silly as they show me some of the things they did when they were out drinking. I feel they were very ‘happy’ socialisers. They have asked me to tell their best friend that he still owes them a round…it’s his shout next time! Apparently there is an issue with things crashing in the middle of the night…guess who!? ♥

I have a Pranesh here. He tells me he did not pass away in his country of birth. His parents are worried about leaving where they live because they will be moving from the area of his passing. He wants them to know he is not there. He is wherever they are, he is not tied to anywhere. Wherever they go, he will still be able to visit. He begs them not to just stay somewhere chained to a bad memory. ♥

Jason is my next visitor. He is showing me how emaciated he was when he passed over. I feel as if his body just shut down bit by bit. He tells me it was through HIV. He also tells me his partner was amazing throughout and he wants him to know how much he loves him and is so proud of the way he helped him during his illness.  Jason says he is glad you have finally found someone else…and just so you know, he arranged for you to both meet. No more feeling guilty or sad, you deserve happiness. ♥

Jenny came to see me last night. She is a quiet spoken middle aged woman. She is sad for her son and the way the rest of the family have treated him since she passed last year. She wants them to know she isn’t happy and has asked them to show more compassion, to try and understand what he is going through, instead of telling him to ‘Man up!’ She is wearing a soft red sweatshirt with some sort of stitching on the front. Apparently this was her favourite and it was also her son’s. She tells me she whispers words of encouragement in his ears at night while he sleeps and reminds him of how much she loves him. ♥

Gloria is an elderly lady in her late eighties. She is stooped over and not very tall, although I am not able to see her standing upright. She is showing me her garden from when she was here and she tells me she was very proud of it. It looks like an English country garden, with lots of colourful flowers and shrubs. She is also showing me her vegetable patch around the back. She tells me she did lots of gardening, it helped her find peace and contentment. I feel her family lived elsewhere in the world and couldn’t come to visit very often. She tells me they tried to get there in time for her passing, but she was in a lot of pain and impatient to leave this world. She wants me to tell them all (three children and partners and six grandchildren) that she is around them and love them very much. She has told me to tell you that a red flower will come into your life and it will be from her. I asked if it would come from your garden, but she has just smiled with a twinkle in her eye and told me that would spoil the surprise if she told me! Expect it to appear in the most strangest of circumstances – I feel its going to be one of those ‘Aha! moments’. ♥

Well, that’s it for tonight. Thank you for allowing me to share my visitors with you.
Have a beautiful night and remember: You are never alone. If you have lost someone, don’t spend all your time looking for the ‘big signs’, sometimes its as simple as a phone call with no sound, only static, or a song appearing on the radio as you think about them, a misplaced object turning up right where you thought it was in the first place, or that beautiful heat we get around our shoulders when we get a hug. ♥

Since I have started 'Spirit Called', I am getting lots of brief 'pop ins'. I will start writing them down and mentioning them during Spirit Called, which resumes again on 2 July.
Last night as I was getting ready to sleep and this morning on my way to work this morning, I had a few spirits pop in to say a quick message, so I am going to just pop them up. There are no descriptions or backgrounds, these are just like a spiritual text message I guess. It seems a shame not to share. xx

John says hi to Dave. Apparently they were drinking partners.

Elaine wants her daughter to know she is okay and she is feeling no pain any more.

Deidre wants Bob to look in the drawer of the hutch dresser, as there is an important piece of paperwork he is looking for.

Sandra has a message for her family. She is with Jessie, the family dog. She sends her love.

There is a message for John from his Mum. She tells me he was a stirling son and she just wants to thank him for everything.

Mary wants Louise to stop playing hard to get and say 'Yes'.

Joanne wants me to say hi to her parents and send them a hug. ((o))

Johnson wants his best friend to know he misses him.

Message for Mary, 'I told you I'd let you know I was okay!'

Phillipa/Pip wants Bruce to know she is around him. Apparently she is doing something to the radio and he isn't taking any notice.

I have a portly gentleman here, and I guess thats a little unfair of me. He is of average height and has a protruding belly. He tells me he favours white singlets and he would rather wear them than anything else. He is wearing a pair of ordinary shorts and a pair of 'flip flops' (his word). He wears spectacles that have a dark metallic frame and they are almost round in shape. He tells me he has English heritage, and then proceeded to tie knots on the corners of a handkerchief and pop it on his head. He tells me he loved the beach and mentions Brighton. Whether he lived there or holidayed there, I'm not sure. He also mentions Dudley and he won't tell me whether its his name or a relevant name. He says the person thats meant to know, will know. (I love it when they play games). He tells me there is also a Sharon and she was the love of his life. He misses her but says she's doing okay now. She has found happiness again and he wants her to know he is happy for her.♥

I have to tell you about Amy, who is roughly 10-12 years old, blonde hair and very beautiful. She has been dancing around at my work for the last two days, doing amazing pirouettes and swirls. She is very graceful and told me she wanted to be a ballerina. She hasn't told me much about herself, but she has been doing an amazing floor show for me at work, so I had to mention her in case someone recognises her. She is a very happy soul and I would assume was a very gentle and kind girl on this physical plane. I feel she may have passed within the last two years, and I mean closer to two year mark.♥

I have a Stephanie here who hasn't long passed. She is aged between 18-22 with long black wavy hair. She is quite slender and tells me she looks young for her age. I am feeling pain on the left hand side of my head and I feel this was some sort of head trauma she suffered before she passed...or the result of which caused her passing. I am also getting a pain from my left side down through my chest, which feels as if she may have been a passenger in a car, as it feels as if the seatbelt is cutting in. She is telling me to say 'Tell Mike I am okay, I didn't feel a thing. He needs to stop feeling guilty. It was just one of those things.' She tells me it wasn't Mike's fault but he holds himself responsible and is struggling with life at the moment. She wants him to know she will never stop loving him but he needs to forgive himself and allow himself to move on. She is blowing a kiss. ♥

My next visitor is Darrin. I thought he said Aaron and he gave me a symbol of a 'D'. He is in his late 30's and I feel he died as a result of an accident, but it wasn't in a car. It feels as if he was in the wrong place at the wrong time. He was standing on the side of the road and a car veered off and hit him. He says the person who hit him was only young and still has nightmares about what happened. Darrin wants him to know he has forgiven him and he needs to stop reliving it and let it go. It feels as if the accident wasn't drink related, but something to do with speed or the vehicle being out of control. Darrin tells me he has tried to visit this young man and help him, but it just made things worse. I feel this was not a busy road, and I am not getting an area, but I feel it was near Townsville or somewhere with a similar outlook/landscape. If you know this young man, please tell him he needs to move on.♥

I have a woman in her early 30s with something like a scarf/bandana on, although she tells me she once had beautiful blonde hair. She has her hand on my back as she tells me what to write. Apparently she wasn't a great speller, and I have to keep fixing silly spelly (her word) mistakes as I type. I feel she had breast cancer and the scarf is a result of her hair loss during treatment. Her name is Karen. She tells me she is grateful to all her husband, family and friends for the amazing support they gave her through her illness. I feel there is a young girl who was also deeply affected by Karen's passing, but it doesn't feel as if it is her daughter, but they became really close while she was in hospital. This girl (Helen/Helena) would be 14-16 years old. Karen wants her to know that it is indeed beautiful where she is now and she thanks her for her love and friendship. Karen wants Helen(a) to know she will be watching over her every step of the way. She tells me that her husband is an amazing strong man and she knows he is suffering right now. She wants him to know that she kisses him on the temple - right hand side - while he sleeps. She laughs and tells me he thinks it a bug and sometimes turns on the light to shoo it away.♥

I have a Sabrina here. She is a grandmotherly type. She had blondy-grey hair when she passed over. She tells me she loved to cook. She had floral aprons and I feel she also sews, and she made her own aprons. She is showing me the most delicious array of cakes and biscuits. She tells me they weren't full of all the stuff biscuits have now. She tells me she had an orchard and used her own fruit and veges in her cooking. She is showing me this small orchard and its as if the trees are just far enough apart so that they are touching on their outermost branches. She is also showing me her pantry (walk in cupboard, is what she calls it) which is full of all sorts of preserves and jams. She loved to 'feed up' her family and no one ever left there empty handed. She is telling me about Joe, who passed before her. Her sons did whatever they could to keep her independent in her home. She is asking me to pass on her love and thanks. I do not get any indication of how she passed, so it must have been fairly peaceful.♥

I have a John here, he is average size and height and I feel he is in his late 50s to early 60s (in case you haven't noticed I am really bad at working out ages) he wears his glasses on his head and I feel this was a source of great amusement because he kept losing them, but they were mostly on his head. I feel he was a very intelligent man, and he had alzheimers or something similar for about 6 years before he passed. He tells me he managed to hide it for a long time before anyone suspected. He tells me he was incredibly blessed with his family and they did so well by him. He wants them to know how much he appreciated their love and attention. He also says that he knew how hard it was for them to put him in a home, but it was necessary and had to be done. He was grateful for all they did. I feel he passed from some sort of obstruction to his bowel or a lower stomach issue. He wants me to tell you he is still losing his glasses, which he carries on his head, even though he doesn't need them anymore!

The lady I have with me now has been popping in and out all day today - sometimes at the most inopportune moments. Her name is Gladys. She is petite with dark grey hair. She likes to wear her hair tucked behind her ears and it is not quite shoulder length. She has a lot of mischief in her eyes and I feel she was quite a trickster in her time. She shows me a beautiful long dress, she wore when she was in her 50s and tells me that she wore it to her granddaughter's debutante ball. She has long gloves on and the dress is pulled slightly in at the waist and flows down gracefully.....she is gliding around my room with a gentleman who is in full army uniform. Its like they only have eyes for each other. (I feel a bit like I'm playing gooseberry here!) She has her arm draped over his shoulder and tells me he was a Sargent in the armed forces. His uniform is khaki green in colour, but the material looks like a coarse wool. He passed away during the war and she had to raise their children on her own. She wants me to talk to Debbie and tell her not to worry about her, not to feel sad, to know that she is in the best place and she is with your father again. She tells you that she knows you worry about things that were left unsaid, but as far as your Mum is concerned there is nothing to say, except that she loves you very very much. She talks about a Simon and says 'He will be okay, be patient.' She is around you and hears you talking to her. She is blowing a kiss to you.

I have a portly gentleman with me now. I went to say an elderly one, but he told me 65 is not elderly...my mistake, I assumed he was older. He has a very distinguished moustache and his hair is mostly white. He does have a little thinning at the top, which he used to cover with a peaked hat. He has a cane with him and it is one of those 'L' shaped wooden ones. It looks as if it is carved or wood turned in a way that makes it look as if it is spiraling all the way down. He tells me his name is Robert, but he is known by most as Bob. He was an astute business man in his time, but lost a lot of money with bad investments in his late 40s, early 50s. He tells me he used to be quite a 'snappy dresser' when he was younger. He tells me he has a daughter and granddaughter on the physical plane. He tells me the daughter would be in her 50s now and the daughter in her 30s. He wants to apologise to his daughter for not paying enough attention to her as she was growing up, as he was always busy trying to be bigger and better financially, and then one day he turned around and she was all grown up....and it was too late to 'fix' the damage he had done. He tells me that because of the way he treated her, she distrusts men and doesn't allow them as close as they could be. She labels them all the same way. He asks for forgiveness and tells her that if she would only do this, she could begin to heal the part of her that allows her to love herself and know she is loveable. He just tweaked my ear then. ......Not an unpleasant experience, but I feel that Joanne, wherever she is, will recognise that endearment as something he did when he was happy around her or proud of her efforts. He has bowed and stepped back...

I have an elderly woman here and I am feeling the pain of a broken bone in my right forearm. I feel this wasn't how she passed over, but it will jog the memory of the person she is trying to get in contact with. Her name is Beryl. She tells me she fell down a garden path and somehow splintered the bone in her arm. She has a very frail energy around her and she tells me she took a long time to pass. Her husband died many years prior to her (about 10) and she had no one to care for her, so she had to go into a home of some sort. I feel there is a definite English background to her family, or at least heritage. The person she most wants to contact is her nephew. He came and visited her a lot while she was in the 'old timers' village (as she calls it) and he brightened her days. She tells me to tell him that she approves of his love match and she visits their young boy often. The visual she is giving is of a baby around 6 months old. He is a very bonny happy baby, she tells me and has his fathers eyes. She wants me to thank her nephew for his love and care. So Hugh, if you are reading this, or someone who knows Hugh is, your aunt wants you to know she is eternally grateful to you and loves you very much. She is blowing you a kiss. 'x'

I have Jimmy here now. He is in his late 30's early 40s. I feel he passed over quite quickly, and it was most unexpected. I am getting chest pain, so I would say it was a heart attack or related to his lungs. He tells me he smoked, but that wasn't the reason he passed. He has sandy brown hair and lots of it, as in its quite thick. It is cut reasonably shortish. He also had a warped sense of humour, and I feel he still has. He has flicked the back of my head a couple of times already! He is of stocky build, but not fat and he tells me he would have been taller, but someone sat on him when he was a kid and it stunted his growth. (does that sound like a familiar phrase to anyone?) He was a very sociable person and loved a good party. He tells me he enjoyed singing, but everyone preferred it when he didn't! I feel there is a little Irish in his heritage, but it isn't relevant to this lifetime. I feel he lived either in Australia or close by. He liked to wear shorts (like rugby ones) and a button up short sleeved shirt or tee shirt. He loved a good game on the telly and had one of those voices that carried well if he was cheering on his team. He tells me he never got a chance to say goodbye to his wife. Her name was Janine or Jean. He shows me a visual of a woman with dark hair, a round face and a beautiful smile. I am also seeing three children and they look like boys, but it feels like one may be a bit of a tomboy. They are almost grown up now and he says he is happy with how they have turned out. They are a credit to his wife he tells me. He also tells me that he knows how hard it has been for her and he wishes he could take away the sadness or make her feel better, but he can't. He wants me to tell Janine/Jean that its okay, that he is happy for her and that he wouldn't want her to be lonely. She has his blessing and he wishes her all the best. Ron is a good man, he will look after you. 'I love you'.♥

I have an ex nurse here now. She is tall and willowy and bustles around quite efficiently. I'm not over impressed that she told me I should be a little tidier. There is a bit of tut tutting going on around me! She fusses over everything and I feel she was like this when she was alive. Its like every detail must be seen to. There is no 'smoothing the ripples on the bed, it simply must be pulled apart and made again. She isn't officious with it at all, she has a quiet way of getting her own way. I feel she looks after quite a few of her family on the physical plane. Its almost as if she is fussing around them as they get ready for bed and tries to get everything 'just so' before moving onto the next one. I feel her name was Dianne or Diana, and I am getting Moresby, but I'm unsure whether this is where she came from, lived or its her last name. She smiles and tells me that those that need to know, will know. I feel there is a Brad, Fiona and David connected to this lady, but that is only a couple of them. So if you had an ex nurse as an aunty who has passed over, and sometimes you feel as if someone is fussing around you at night, while you are settling down, the chances are this is your message. She tells me that she wants her family to know she is looking out for them, that she loves them....and then, she flashes me a big grin and says 'remember cleanliness is next to godliness'. (not quite sure how to take that really...! lol)

with love, respect and integrity
Cherie xx

I have an austere looking woman here. She is quite tall and regal looking. She is in her 60s and I feel like to all effects and purposes she could freeze boiling water with the right look....and thats how she was with her children and grandchildren. It was all a front though, as she was good fun to be around when you were a young child because she spoilt them rotten. Her hair is that salt and pepper darker grey rather than white. She lived in a small cottage type house. It had two bedrooms and I feel her husband passed away during the war. She did a fair bit of volunteer work and was a regular churchgoer. She tried to fill her life to the brim, but always had time for anyone in need, especially family. She was an awesome cook and her stew was second to none. Her scones were light and airy - melt in your mouth (I love it when I get the taste sensation as I do a reading). I feel she had a stroke and spent her remaining years in a nursing home of sorts. She tells me there was a bit of guilt as her daughter felt she was letting her down by placing her there. She is telling you to stop feeling bad. She was in the best place and she wouldn't have wanted to be a burden on you. She is also saying that you weren't meant to see her last moments, she wanted to spare you that, so stop beating yourself up. She is giving me a huge hug to pass on to you and telling you that you were an amazing daughter and she couldn't have wished for better. xx

There is a Robert here. Robert has a protruding tummy and I feel this was a part of his illness prior to his passing over. He tells me he was very particular about his appearance and the way his tummy swelled was a great blow to him. He tells me he 'may have been' a little selfish in his life and didn't spend enough time with his kids when they were younger. He is showing me a rabbit hutch with three rabbits in it. It is more than a single level one. He wants his children to know that he regret not taking the time to really get to know them. Its too late for him to do anything about it, but it isn't for you. He is asking you both to not follow in his footsteps and to learn from his mistakes. He is very proud of his boys and says you have both turned out pretty good all things considered. He is showing me a dark dog which one of you owns. The dog knows when he is around you and you should pay more attention instead of telling the poor thing off. He is sending you much love. xx

There is a young girl here with pigtails. She tells me she is worried about her Daddy because he misses her so much. She said she sees him crying a lot. She tells me that Mummy and Daddy are no longer together and she would have been eight years old this year. I feel the date is quite close. She tells me that there is also a black and white dog with her. I am not sure if this is actually her dog, as I feel it was a family members, perhaps a grandparents. She has almost black hair and a beautiful cherub face. She is wearing a red pinafore type dress with matching shoes. She tells me she loves balloons and is telling me her favourite one is pink. She wants her Daddy to know she is alright and that he will be too. She is telling me to tell you 'We'll meet again Daddy, but not yet.' I believe there is a hidden message for you there Daddy - its not your time for a long time yet. xx

Alan has stepped forward. He is a tall man with a receding hairline. He is quite slim and I feel he was a smoker, but thats not what caused him to pass away. I am getting a huge pain in my chest and I feel that it was very sudden. I feel as if he couldn't get enough air. He wishes he had had the chance to say goodbye to his family. He is showing me a young boy and girl, both with blonde hair, they are feeding ducks. He wants me to tell you that he is with you whenever you need him. He also wants you to know how proud he is of you both and he loves you 'beyond belief'. xx

I have a Doreen here, she is in her 80s and tells me that she was glad to go. She had lost her true love and couldn't find the hope or will to carry on without him. She wants me to tell her family she is happy and kicking up her heels...much more than she did here on the physical plane! xx

I have a John here. He is a hardworking man and in his late 50s. He has a bit of a paunch and I don't feel its because he was a big drinker or eater. He was a very pleasant person and had an awesome sense of humour. In fact he used to play tricks on everyone, and could keep a poker face until he wanted to let someone know he was behind it. I feel there was a shed where he retreated to 'to work on things', but he mostly just pottered down there. He was great with his hands, and could fix anything. He tells me he couldn't fix a broken heart and I feel he is talking about his daughter. His daughter is going through a rough patch at the time, so if you lost a Dad named John, then you need to know he is around you all the time and is constantly whispering words of encouragement to you. He is giving me a hug to pass onto you and he has just kissed the top of my head. He is telling you to keep your chin up. Its going to be alright. Talk to him when you feel like you have no one to confide in. xx

I have a Janine here, she is probably in her 30s and has long brown wavy hair. She ties it partly up and partly down. She obviously loves/d baking as she is wearing an apron and has flour on her hands, as well as the odd smudge on her face. She is saying brown to me and I am not sure whether this is a surname or not. She is showing me a golden retriever/labrador and says he is good company for her. She is showing me two young children playing behind her, and they are running around in what feels like a large backyard or paddock. The girl has long dark hair and the boy has sandy hair. I feel Janine left the physical plane while she was in her 30s and I believe it was related to her ovaries or bowels, as I am getting a deep seated pain. She has also mentioned a Doug. She is showing me a blue glass vase or candle holder. She watches over her family and has a habit of tipping over either this vase/candle holder on a regular basis to let them know she is around. xx